Sweet Baby Angel

I feel like my heart was stolen from me but I'm trying to find my way
I want to hold and love you though I know you could not stay.

I wonder if this emptiness I feel will ever fill up again
I want so much to go on breathing but I struggle to find the strength to begin.


How can I smile and laugh without you here with me?
how can anything be beautiful again if you're not around to see?


Everything inside me aches and longs to be with you
sometimes I just get so angry for everything you went through.


A part of me is forever gone and it hurts worse than any pain
I will walk with you forever my angel down on memory lane.


I don't want your memory to fade, I don't ever want to forget your sweet face
You made me the happiest I have ever been now I'm just lost and out of place.


A life cut short before it was even lived, they cut away a part of me too
a vital part of myself also died that day along side of you.


My sweet baby angel a day does not pass that I don't wish you were here with me
somehow it still doesn't make it seem fair when they say it wasn't meant to be.


I wonder if you felt my love? I wonder if you miss me too?
I hope you knew just how much mommy and daddy wanted you.


My mind wanders constantly about everything that might have been
I wonder if I'll ever get the chance to be with you again?


Will I get to be a mom again someday? Will I see you in your brother or sister's face?
Will new memories and time really help to ease this empty space?


You forever changed me for the better, you taught me selfless love
Please promise to watch over us all from the clouds above.


Please wait for me to meet you in heaven and welcome me home someday
I still have so much to tell you I still have so much to say.


Thank you for bringing your father and I closer. Thank you for making my dreams of motherhood come true.
I hope to see you again some day until then my sweet angel, I'll forever be missing you.

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