The Daft, Demented, and Delirious

To all my friends & Family. I am starting a new journey in my life. I have kept quiet up until this point because I feel that most important life decisions are very private and personal. That being said I have been going to classes for roughly the past six months at Tufts NEMC in Boston. I have decided to have weight loss surgery. With all the family health problems associated with obesity such as diabetes, artthritis, heart attack, and stroke. I feel that it is time to finally get serious about weight loss and living a long, happy, healthy life. My surgery is scheduled for September 11, 2012. I am both excited and nervous. There are many pro's and con's to this surgery but for me the benefits outweigh the risks. I hope to blog frequently about my journey and I will be open to any questions   you might have about the surgery if you're just curious or possibly considering the surgery yourself. I have a few family members and friends who have had much success with this ...

Who let the candles all burn away on this dangerously dark day, I am so gray, I am so gray. What came out of my mouth to make things wind up this way? What did I say? What did I say? When the pieces get lost and you can't can't play the game, Then call my name, then call my name. Where the edges are frayed and the threads come undone, that's where I'm from, that's where I'm from. Why does all this bending feel like a mistake? Why can't I break? Why can't I break?