Stuck
Most of the time I feel like I should be doing more. I think I should be exercising more, reading more, studying more, learning more, contributing more. If not more I definitely feel I should be living better and enjoying more and taking better care of my soul. My mind gets so full and overwhelmed with all the thoughts of what I should be doing that I physically stall out and do nothing. How am I so exhausted from doing nothing? My thoughts and wits are my greatest attribute and yet they are my worst enemies. Is it totally normal to feel burnt out from all the things that you're not doing with your life? Sure I'm angry at myself and I feel that I'm actively wasting my own life but obviously I'm not bothered enough to make the necessary changes. Am I too afraid of change? Is it pure laziness? Why do I face so much apprehension within myself when it comes to the precious, fragile, brief existence we all live? I want to be happy and ent...