Letter To you.......

God blesses those who suffer but the suffering seems to go on without end?
There's no time to count your blessings when hatred is your only friend

There's no time for the sun to shine on your face when blackness is all you can find
Heavy heart and acheing thoughts I just want to leave this all behind

All I want is you but you can't hold a razor blade this tight
you can't tell somone you love them when you're constantly losing the fight

Your heart can't beat with love when all it does is bleed with pain
bringing life into this world just to kill it with all the blame

should've appreciated more, should've had more dreams, should've cried less
should've laughed a lot more, should've lived more, should've done my best

How can you give up when you never really tried?
How can you hold on when what your holding onto is lies?

you won't even listen to what I say or how I feel
you think I'm happy but this smile isn't real

It's hard to believe that better things will come and tomorrow is another day
it's hard to hang in there when happiness won't even stay.

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