The why

When your heart hurts and everything gets dark,
When you long to burn but can't find your spark.
Heart is racing it hurts to breath,
You're frozen in place while your insides upheave.
Your heart and mind gallop like a horse in a race,
You fret and fumble for your lost sacred space.
A prisoner of your emotions, locked away in your head,
You want to run but you just cry instead:
The tears bringing anger and make it too real,
Why must you falter? Why must you feel?
You pray for the strength to not go back where you've been,
Why is it so easy too lose, yet so hard to win?
Do you miss being numb? Which thoughts are true?
Who's going to make it your demons or you?

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