Shake

I can not shake this weirdness, I struggle to make it feel all right
I can no more see the reasons why than my simple, human, eyes can see at night.

I long to find the answers like they're written in your eyes
Promises are always made forever but even forever lies!


The velvety black of darkness cloaks over my rising sun
heaven knows not what it has taken or cares who it was taken from.


It never has to be spoken because it's all written here on my skin
branded like a scarlet letter confessing all my sins.


Often times it goes unspoken for there is no sacred space
burying tragedy beneath comedy while misery slowly takes their place.


should I choose not to fuel the flames of jealousy and spite
means I've given up my passion and my ability to fight.

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